An organization and oneself.

An organization's goal is, in one way or another, to propagate itself. But that is neither good nor bad. What I must come to terms with is whether or not my personal goals align with those of the SGI, and whether that contributes to my well-being and happiness. If it does, and to the extent that it does, I will continue to be involved with the organization. When it fails to align with my personal goals of happiness and fulfillment, then I am in no way obliged to continue in the organization, or at least not to the same extent. Avoid an "all-or-nothing" mentality about being in the organization. Take what works and don't think too hard about the rest.

What about the pressure one feels by peers in the organization for "shakubuku," or an uncomfortable feeling with certain strict Soka Spirit guidelines, or a feeling of reliance upon chanting? These issues you must deal with - with the help of others and through your own realizations and work. No one else can figure them out for you. Know this, however: whatever you are going through with regards to the organization and how that relates to yourself is undoubtedly being undergone by many others.

Overcoming these obstacles will help lead to others doing the same.

We know that faith is important. And it's important in my life. I feel better with it. It makes sense to me. It gives me the strength to connect with others more. Hold on to that. Hold on to your faith - whatever that may be.

Much love,

Paul